Peptalk from me to moi meme.
This is the Last Effort ! HANG IN THERE you sweet thing!
i will be in the right place at the right time doing the right thing ! There's nothing anybody can do to prevent this change anymore. The New Earth is already here, it is already done. We did it !
Okay. So what now. What to do next ?
Had a little one-on-one with me.
i am an artist.
i am obviously designed to be an artist. It's not my identity, it's just the stuff i seem to be naturally doing 24/7. Besides Being, because that's where i am a supernatural talent. In Being. And in Nothing. i am such a perfect being in Being NOthing. [i've practised this for several years.] [all of my life, in fact, indeed as a matter of fact, that's what i came here to do, actually, just did not understand the facts until actually becoming an artist.]
During this Event, everybody else here aware of the shift on this planet now, seems to get hard and serious physical Ascension symptoms, like headaches, and they are all admirably active with their emotional cleaning jobs, collapsing our collective manipulated parallel timelines for all of us, with their beautiful cleansing processes for long, long ancestor lines and such cool stuff, and they are having so much fun with it, but what did i get, i got a practical artistic question :
after an intense focusing period on the subject, i came to the conclusion that because i don't seem to be visualizing any other supercool job for me in The New Earth than this same ol' same ol' Being Nothing doing my art stuff 24/7 (and i admit am already continuously quite content with myself doing this, so the issue seems to be that am i too happy with me already ??), so let's be an artist also there on The New Eart then, no problemo, and besides, if i wish to be a supercool tofubiogashelicopterpilot there, i think i can visualize that later when we get there - i have not yet really decided about my side projects while i hang around there as an exceptionally superb artist extraordinaire, but i do have some interest in herbgardening, as mentioned a few times here before, also racy adventures are known to interest me somewhat, and philosophy of course, and then i like food too.
But the issue is with this art part.
As i understand this, the idea of The Shift is to visualize the fabulous brand new art that i'd be doing in The New Earth, to create it to my reality now, and that's where i kind of froze for a minute there because you see that's what i already do - alreadily, daily, as a rule, as my practise, as me doing my daily stuff, all the time - visualize my brand new art and then make it happen.
So naturally this became a minor dilemma. Should i be doing some totally totally new stuff there ? some unheard-of absolutely stunning amazing art ?? is this expected of me ? but what if i already quite like my stuff down here ? what if i already make amazing stuff ..?? is it all gone waste, by default value somehow old school old earth shitstuff ??? what if i am amazingly progressing each day, and amazed at the speed and depth of my own development ..? what if i am thinking of my art more like this, as a process of ... me ? and the ideal life of me thus is the process of ... becoming being me ? am i being too stubborn now ..?? am i somehow not doing enough ..? am i creating a stagnated presence here and making everything stuck ..???? but how come - if my whole existence is a constant creation ..??? am i spoiling the whole New Earth thang here ..??????
This way way way too much too stressful selfdoubting pondering and evaluation of the level of my own (already absolutely fabulous) creativity skills and talents went so far, that i literally had to convince myself back to my natural calm harmonies and balancies with a perfect OD grandiose cycle, a simple circular conclusion, that gurl, c'mon you golden gurl. You already there !
YOU ARE THE NEW EARTH !
You already did it ! It is YOU - YOU YOU YOU - the Miraculous YOU who has been visualizing it all ! YOU are the reason for all this positive abundance ! YOU YOU YOU ! IT IS IN YOU ! You are already on this job, working on it, doing your work - for years and years already ! Splendidly !
Good for you !
Once again you bounced yourself back on track like a ball !
THANK YOU TIINA - WE ALL HERE LOVE YOU SO MUCH !
Now go in peace out and play.
Have fun ❤ you gorgeous creator you
and create some more brand new sweet uniqueness !
greetings : The Source & al.
Ascension symptoms 10-11.10.11
was originally written & published in A I R B O R N E
by © 2018 Tiina Hölli on Thursday 11.10.2018 11:11
2019-02-17 A I R B O R N E [ ascension symptoms pt 2 LOL 19022019 ]
... says she
doesn't give a sht,
[ paskat nakkaa ]
but still thinks amazingly much about
and Being ...
... has some Knowledge
and / or vice versa.
[ Loves Immaterial ]
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