when going someplace and always there seems to be something
a little distorted
and no, not knowing, not at all understanding
what is wrong ?
realizing these are words
words these are
these words are
but they carry no meaning convey no no no no thing
just feeling more (& more) uncomfortable than before and everything
seems somehow even a little more (& more) twisted than usual ?
it just got worse
i think i just jumped to the next level.
when trying to sign in to one of the most familiar webpages visited all the time
all the time
all the time
instead of the usual steps suddenly there is a note :
Site down for unexpected maintenance
We'll be back online shortly
sit down and wait
these are not my people
these are not
How do i know i am here ?
i don't know if i am here anymore.
They have done nothing to deserve me
Why do they think they deserve me
What the hell am i doing
Why am i even here
am i even here
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As the absurdities came forward
There was only a remote possibility that we would be rescued as we were
... says she
doesn't give a shit,
[ paskat nakkaa ]
but still thinks amazingly much about
and Being ...
... has some Knowledge
and / or vice versa.
[ Loves Immaterial ]
F. A. Q. : W T F
Tiina Hölli : - Lila -
Read Robert M. Pirsig
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