... and Secsacsol 2017
This is an essentially shortened mobile-friendly version of the story about some nutzo weird "coincidences" and other happenings around The Second Sacred Solstice 2017. ( I left all the weird parts out to make it a 2 minutes read. ) In search of my con-word. This is a strickly conceptual experimental compensatory action for professional testing purposes only in order to relieve the tension in the mind of one frustrated little artist (left anonymous for some miscellaneous multifaceted unsolved lifelong intimacy issues). Pay none whatsoever attention to this. The only point in this whole episode is to get a job done (by you) and if you read on you will agree with me that it was necessary to hide something inside this rant. Each of all of you two my lovable readers can guess individually in the comfort of your own homes according to each of yours own preferences which part of this post am talking about now - the sex, the robots, or the robot sex (-kind of)(a hobby i am constantly being interfered from to practice in my own beautiful privacy using public as my source of inspiration, in a way. or another) -kind of a life style, actually. [ bet u did not get any of that :D ] So I am releasing this story on the 20th of December in the series of releasing stories on the 20th of December with the topic of Second Sacred Solstice and also at the same time releasing this in the series of releasing stories and then editing them a lot afterwards because at the moment of releasing i just cannot find any point in releasing this or to tell it frankly any of these stories but yet i am keen to do it so in that case i definitely must and will release them (of course) and count totally trustfully on my own eagerness to create and achieve something even how insignificant it may now seem from a non-expert view but it obviously turns out later how sharply i was right on the nose again, and then as usual vastly editing the released writings later (my style) by updating and by this working on the story the relevance starts gradually showing itself (and if it so happens that somebody reads a story from my blog or come to think of it, anything on this site when it is hot and new from the pot, it is most likely a raw and totally uncomprehensible sketch only and the reader never returns ( [ it is almost as - hmmm ? i kind of see the point of my thoughts only when it is almost too late ? or much too early ? ] ( i am a sculpter ! yes that also i am ) ) so i am releasing this story now before The Solstice and before it even is a story of any kind ( [in its birth it has no point absolutely no point whatsoever] ( but now 25.12.2017 it has started to shape itself to a sharp edge story, i even added some sex in it (you can count, i've written already three (3) sex words and some innuendos about sex related issues as a hobby) (kind of) [i said sex already five (5) times] [ six ] ) ) - in a sudden concrete awakening to my severe situation of a (too) obvious lack of receiving compliments, and writing totally useless stories which no one reads, which situation has been going on for several years already if not longer (it is mainly related to age, and possibly to spending most of my time alone and not talking to anybody), to the point that i am predominantly presently randomly discussing successfully with a pear boy at the grocery instead of an actual equal peer, in a continuous high values relationship, which probably could be more challenging, in a way (might not) so i thought some deeper inner compilement is due before this situation goes any further - some sort of an explanatory compilation of my circumstances is timely also because of the annual rotation, and the present time window at the end of this calendar year, and i already did some similar doings in Finnish a few days ago when i started my new post series at the end of each coming calendar year called "Juulikirjeet" ("Juuli" is the ancient possibly also viking name for the secsacsol festivities in the Noorrthern hemisphere where i presently successfully act as an alert, well-educated (and grateful for that) and quite environmentfriendly inhabitat (if i recall this my fresh tradition by the time we get to the end of next year) (which Juulikirje 1 btw includes a little job also for you if you manage to translate it successfully and act accordingly - so far no one else has, literally none [0 by 2017-12-29] so i am suspecting no one has read the first Juulikirje 1 which doesn't surprise or bother me at all - it just proves my point (the issue is statistics (i might include a little similar job in this post too before i get to the finish, i am quite curious will i do it or not {in fact to do so was the point of this whole post + to remind me that somebody's astrological timewindow to act closed 20th of December 2017 (sex-related issue, maybe better left undetailed in this context) but as we know, life never is that simple} - i let myself surprise me on this one))) and because for a whole year i have completely forgotten to write a sequel in my series about universal occurrances in my existence [ oooops ] oh no could this really mean that on the whole absolutely nothing actually happens around here ? [btw i am pretty sure that still not even one understood a word of my conclusive reasons above there but hey this is perfectly ok, really, don't think too much about it, i don't mind at all as it has turned out that no one ever reads these posts anyway, and gods (or similar mythical beings with magical powers) only know who is the weirdo who writes these posts here so does it really matter if no one (incl. the writer) understands if they (readers) don't even first read them (posts) ?] [and the point of this in fact is that each autumn just before The Secsacsol (okay and again also every now and then) i start acting very strange and care - i mean, now really ! - yes c a r e about my follower count it is so out of my typical solipsist blogist behavior when suddenly ooops oh me oh my every now and then i fall into this wretched trap and find time to publish some kind of a miserable whining like this one here now you are reading about the topic "follower count" before i catch myself doing that again and have time to prevent the obvious catastrophy]. Actually it is not so much that actually nothing actually happens around here because that non-happening is most welcome to me and it is actually the thing that actually is only going on around here (if in luck), but it is maybe more so that these amazing luxury events filled with excitement and exotic splendour (proportional, of course) have happened to me, yes, they have happened, and to me, yes and indeed, they have happened to me (did i just repeat that three times ?) (or more ?), also 2017, but it is not ... but it is more an issue of ... but it is sort of like ... well that lately the events have been x so am not telling. And yes, you noticed, i have been studying the English lexicon lately for example on words starting with con- , because for some odd reason, for some time now when a) i try to recall the wording of the concept of au contraire [yes i am aware that was French not English] in any of its many forms and shapes - like contrast, contrary etc. and/or b) i try to pronounce the particular con -word that i am at the time searching to speak up, in order to speak outloud a con -word, to someone, when i am trying to explain this one x thing, i suddenly get many cooked potatoes in my mouth and the connection between my fluent speaking abilities and the actual outcome gets somewhat blurry. It seems that on these occasions, i have a particular word in my mind that i am trying to use over and over again, in different situations, but
IT DOES NOT EXIST.
This whole absurd speaking situation is connected with my contact to a dear mirror. I am trying so hard to understand what is the deeper meaning in all of this. The Universe and all that sort. So (for some reason) (which i will be after this explanation chain too confused to remember anymore) this made me remember, that almost 3 years ago, on Friday 23.01.2015 at 22:20 Mean Finnish Winter Time, i announced that i had started to collect in here in A I R B O R N E some speculating transactions happening i had detected and liked and got interested in around the concept of " The Universe " that I know Absolutely Nothing about. A bit later after getting this rolling i of course consequently introduced another concept that i also have since then improved remarkably to fit the modern demands of the humanity - the concept of " The Second Sacred Solstice " of each then present year - and thus i tryed to be fair to the both hemispheres of this globe, as well an effort of trying to be logical with these otherwise random namegivings constantly going on around here (it is really amazing if you stop to think about it - we keep on naming things because that is the only way to communicate, and this is for sure the cause of all our problems : unprofessional sloppy namegiving, and on top of it, this procedure is multilingual so no wonder the situation on Earth is so bizarre ! No one has a clue what is really going on in here ! (i am a surprisingly philanthropic personality, i bet you had not noticed this). Next i will attach a list of some posts of some relevance to the subject to prove that i have some organizing skills but, i am not doublechecking these, so i don't really know now what these posts were about and i am not so sure if i knew that even by the time i was writing them : 2017-09-22 [ Autumn Equinox - Then comes this woman ] 2017-06-21 [ first sacred solstice 2017 at 07:24 21.6.2017 ] 2016-06-20 [ of interest : full moon and solstice 21.06.2016 ] 2015-01-25 [ What is Universe - Pt. 1 ] 2016-12-20 [ What is Universe - Pt. 2 ] 2015-09-22 [ of interest : autumnal equinox ] 2015-12-19 [ on/off Decembers in tropical Finland ] 2015-12-20 [ of interest : Second Sacred Solstice 2015 ] 2016-11-19 [ snowcold spacetime ] Then i cut to my point here and inform that the moment of The Second Sacred Solstice in Helsinki Finland (Northern Hemisophere) will be on the 21st of December 2017 at 18:28. As told above, i tend to act more weird than usual around The Secsacsols (probably a biological phenomenon due to the amount of natural sunlight, they say, but hey - who knows the real truth behind this one either) and that's why you can bet your ... hmms that am writing something utterly insane again next year at this same time, so i thought it might be a good idea to find out in advance the approximate timewindows when nothing reasonable can be expected out of my writings and maybe not commit myself for example to any official channels during that period ? Smart, eh ? Well this came to you as a surprise. Okay, settle down, it is really me here, this is not a robot. (And this is not some hot robot sex.) (ha ! seven ) Am not quite as scatterbrained as you had suspected and here is a crystal clear proof, yes even i am known to take precautions. Well - at least on some occasions i am. Known. To have taken. Something. What was it ? oooh anyway, to the point, while searching for this secsacsol -info, i detected that other people have also similar lines of thinking to some of my thinking lines, in some things, sometimes, like for example i found neatly collected just the information i was looking for, but again, not doublechecking these - here are The Recent and The Coming Secsacsols Mean Finnish Fime : source : http://aiheet.domnik.net/kalenteri/talvipaivanseisaus.shtml Monday 22.12.2014 01:03 Wednesday 21.12.2016 12:44 Thursday 21.12.2017 18:28 Saturday 22.12.2018 00:23 Sunday 22.12.2019 06:19 Monday 21.12.2020 10:02 So at this point I might have to point out for you to notice that there is often a pattern or patterns that i seem to follow - i am posting in series, i am painting in series, i am photographing in series, i am a serial girl thinking in series - so of course i started asking myself a series of questions like "am i this boring and predictable ?? " and " could it be better to do everything only once and leave him laying there ?? " and "ahaa is this the reason why my lover has not yet called me again suggesting amazing galactic sex ?? " [eight] and " wtf has happened to me ?? " and then i did some additional soulsearching on that 100 % hide and seek play which i usually daily do on this and other subjects as an OCD, because you see by definition i am a conceptual artist remember ? and ponderings like this sort of comes with the territory ? and that's why it is so booooring when people tell me "have you Tiina ever thought that this your peculiar behaviour A might be caused by this and that factor B" because hey - i invented that ! i thought about X already years ago and threw it away into the composting bin already with my morning coffee filter back in my prehistorical era. So, to make it short, no, i have not yet found my con-word, i am as confused as when i started this and non wiser, what a surprise ... Cambridge Core - Psychological Medicine 05.12.2017 Isolated psychosis during exposure to very high and extreme altitude – characterisation of a new medical entity " Episodes of psychosis during exposure to high altitude are frequently reported (...) In addition to the risk of suffering from somatic mountain illnesses,climbers and workers at high altitude should be aware of the potential occurrence of psychotic episodes. https://www.cambridge.org/core/journals/psychological-medicine/article/isolated-psychosis-during-exposure-to-very-high-and-extreme-altitude-characterisation-of-a-new-medical-entity/C2BCDEDCB0C6415B16531008857D730C
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I also thought you might need to understand the reason why my writings have lately become longer but the content is missing and it is mainly that i have been recently busy engaged with monitoring this PENiS arriving and reporting the incident online, find data more closely on my personal but yet quite official FB Channel, free access to follow my astronomical PENiS monitoring there :
The first interstellar asteroid Oumuamua https://www.facebook.com/tiina.holli/posts/314156595755739 Oumuamua in Yle News 2017 https://yle.fi/uutiset/3-9942135 Oumuamua in Yle News 2018 https://yle.fi/uutiset/3-10495530 Oumuamua in HS 2018 https://www.hs.fi/tiede/art-2000005896631.html And finally, here is the main point really why this post is even existing (besides that reader account test module procedure i mentioned hidden somewhere above for the first real human reader to some day click open if i am in luck) : an interesting point of view that i have been thinking about for some 50 years and here it is compiled : sound and magnetism, the grid, and magnetic fields. The sound the sound the sound is the cause of everything. As above, so below. Michael Tellinger - Published 2.11.2017 : 200,000 Year Old Ancient Levitation Technology That Defies the Laws of Physics https://youtu.be/7CzCDR0nv5g hpalan - Published 22.12.2017 : Spacex Iridium Satellite Launch - DJI3 Advanced Drone view 2017-12-22 https://youtu.be/v6lh3qH6oxU Thales - Published 22.1.2016 : Iridium NEXT: low-orbit telecommunications constellation https://youtu.be/sCEuTSMmFeE?t=50s Matt Landman - Published 25.12.2017 : Sweden "sky phenomenon" December 2017 https://youtu.be/89wzrVT88Y8 Truthstream Media - Published 30.10.2017 : Most People Don't Even Realize What's Coming https://youtu.be/5tn4P7IBqoQ David Icke - Published 3.10.2017 : David Icke Wembley 2014 Awaken Part 2 https://youtu.be/Sr2pw774Hgw So - as i tend to do ... i'll boldly without common self critic publish this now, think later about what i have done, and make some corrections gradually, or delete the whole post if it is a total disaster : ) Yle - Oppiminen - Media ja digitaidot - Janne Junttila Antti Saarenpää - Published 13.02.2017 Updated 15.02.2017 : Media tarvitsee laatuleiman - tältä näyttäisi läpivalaistu uutinen https://yle.fi/aihe/artikkeli/2017/02/13/media-tarvitsee-laatuleiman-talta-nayttaisi-lapivalaistu-uutinen I will also step back and not publish anything for some time and if you have at all got to know my ways of how i function on these kinds of smooth operations then you will soon figure out what am up to. I will still edit these posts, so i'll be here for someone to notice if there is the true interest and lots of loving approach, which i am in need of if any but yet wtf what am i saying here do i need anything really nope i don't so this is what you are up against, but i'll edit gradually these posts, for better, all the old ones too because am a sweet thing, the sweetest and finest of them all, but this is also the hardest role to play on this Earth - i am a spontaneous perfectionist. Who knows why. I for instance have no idea why i am like this
Artsy Magazine - Tess Thackara - Published 11.08.2017 : Why Shamanic Practices Are Making a Comeback in Contemporary Art https://www.artsy.net/article/artsy-editorial-shamanic-practices-making-comeback-contemporary-art The Artsy Podcast No. 45 - Published October 2017 : Why Artists Are Turning to Mysticism https://soundcloud.com/artsypodcast/no-45-why-artists-are-turning-to-mysticism And, finally, something of real importance - The Question of Beauty. cubusdk - Published 25.12.2017 : Johann KUHNAU: Courrante in H minor https://youtu.be/5wVknXGT5Ng Cubus plays Courrante in H minor by Johann Kuhnau. It is from Klavier-Übung, Teil II: Sieben Partien in Moll, Partie Nr. VII. Reverb: Quantum Leap Spaces (Abandoned Abbey TS FR 6.0s). During the first listening of cubus' latest upload 25.12.2017 which i clicked so fast, as soon as i got the notice, i was first extremely annoyed and then started to play the whole piece several times over and over again, finally at 0.25 x speed watching his fingers slowly move on the keyboard trying to find the cause of my irritation and why why why would cubus whom i admire for his work so, why oh why would he publish this while it was obviously so wrongly played ? ? it is wrong wrong wrong i judged - first - it to be played wrong in oh so many points - but as i listened to this over and over again, trying to find the mistake and found them all and then ... - i fell for it completely - with these imperfectnesses - some of which i later 28.12.2017 have already at times ceased to differentiate to the point that i today suspected the whole upload been updated, but no, there it all still is (i think) (yes) (no) (yes) (no. i think he has changed it. oh no he hasn't how could he have ?? he hasn't oh yes he has nooo he hasn't yes (no he hasn't) ooh how i love all this ) - and there is something so strangely calmingly distorbingly human beauty in this recording : YouAreCreators - Published 1.1.2015 : The Power Of The Heart And How It Affects Our Energy ! - by Gregg Braden ( Powerful ! ) https://youtu.be/-k0LA5w9W_Y power of a prayer L O V E
... which LOVE and prayer [ severe and heavy note ! ] in the end and bottom of it have nothing to do with any religion, because all religions are opressing humanity in a way or another, and only setting us against each other ( as almost like according to a well designed plan, hmm.. ? ) and talentedly conflicting everything with their dualities and restrictive rules and absurd regulations, each religion inventing of course their own absurdities how to conflict otherwise peaceful situations and so obviously having their origins in that same obscure dubious fishy squalid quæstionable controversial -
controversial ! HA ! Found it ! my con-word ! is it this one ? is it this one ? ? is it this one ? ? ? And, as usual, if you think this was useful and you find some value in this, please share and subscribe by clicking that thing on the screen [pointing elegantly at it with two hands], and remember to click the Like button and as always [trying to appear convincingly sincere about the next absurd claim], i'd love to hear what you think about all this ! Comment below if you have had similar experiences ! ! aaaaand [an individually funny gesture] byyyeeee now and my warmest ögötzöglözers to all of you-huuuuu! Seeee you-huuuhuu next time ! [funny pre-adolescent wave]
What is Universe - Pt. 3
originally written and published in A I R B O R N E by © 2017 Tiina Hölli 20.12.17 04:00 and not scheduled to get published during The Second Sacred Solstice 2017 21.12.2017 18:28 while i myself will be totally deranged elsewhere and you have no idea what am doing and where [ holy shit. ] |
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