Old loves never die. It's like riding a bicycle. In the middle of my painting season 2019 a sudden invitation from an old love that i never resist. (The invitation.) (Or the old love.) Never. I come running. It has been so long since the last time we hooked up. It was 2013 for an hour or two. Before that it was 2001. Now 2019 i can say it has been 18 years, and that it took me about one hour to start riding the bicycle. After 18 years ! It is truely amazing. The same occurred 2013. After 12 years ! What a pleasure. What an absolute pleasure. In 2 hours i remembered all the basic feelings i went through during my most intense period 1997-2000 in this highly passionate relationship of ours. I quickly went through all the feelings. Aware ! The Shift ! All the feelings from excitement and frustration and starting to experience the flow, to overcoming ego wish to quit immediately and then, ego wish to show off, and then, in the end, just thank, thank genuinely gratefully, and quietly pack up the pile of papers and drive home. my old love returns riding a bicycle written & published in A I R B O R N E by © 2019 Tiina Hölli on Saturn Day 2019-03-16 12:12 [ opened Live Model Drawing page ] 2019-03-26 A I R B O R N E Live Model Drawing |
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... says she
doesn't give a flying fck, [ paskat nakkaa ] but still thinks amazingly much about Nothing ... and Being ... ... has some Knowledge about Nothing and / or vice versa. [ Loves Immaterial ] F. A. Q. : W T F Tiina Hölli : - Lila -
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