[ end of an affair - binary dream ]

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to walk with someone, to talk -
to have someone with, to talk and walk
to be so near, so near, to be and to become so near -
without fear

and then -
nothing.

nothing.

How can anyone ?



... and suddenly all became clear

it is not an act of freedom.
it is not an act of boredom.

It is just an act.

Just an act.



So - what was the point of this fall ?
Did I learn anything new at all ?
Did I try to jump to a higher level, or heard my inner me call ?
Did I have a ball ?

... did I even have fun ...

I only have a recollection of run
running run run
after someone
vague
a dream it was
but not mine, alas



stopped sobbing
and there it was
boredom

freedom
boredom
freedom
boredom


freedom.

freedom
freedom
freedom.


freedom.

Written and published by ©Tiina Hölli 14.02.2016 at  10:44